Age 34, states boldly on the one year anniversary of our first date "If you do not want to have children tell me now."
Within weeks, after passing the mother in law test we are actively trying.
And trying
And trying
Age 35, engaged, not, not trying, enjoying being engaged, enjoying each other. I really love this time in our life. I am happy it was not disrupted by "infertility" treatments. That is what is on our horizon. I so did not want that to be our truth.
We come home from our honeymoon. We are not pregnant. I pray for a miracle. I buy Ovulation Predictor Kits for the first time.
Feel at times the only positive test I will see is LH surge. I do get a little excited when I see that smiley face.
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